Winter is Coming

Summer is gone and Autumn is here! It is March and I still haven't accomplished anything I want to be doing. I have been working part time, but not near home. I have been making art, not many people notice me. I want to read and write, but I'm always watching movies instead.

Last week I made a poster of things I will do to accomplish this year. One thing I was happy about that I did last year was shave my head for charity.

Some of my goals are- post a new story on Wattpad, sell my art, save money for travel, keep on blogging, make a youtube channel, the list goes on.

I really want to be working on the Ultimate Tomboy sequel but my mind is else where. I am going back to old stories I have created and never written much about. I make new stories hoping to go through a cycle back to UT and continue Harpers story.

So much to do and so little time. Time is my worst enemy.

I love to draw but I have little follows to get anywhere with it. Seeing the loyal regular followers always puts a smile on my face.

Fanart is one way of getting noticed...but then my work gets posted about ten times without credit and I don't get noticed by those who like it. One got to 2000 likes and no one knew I was the one who created the drawing. Call my whatever but that is unfair, I see it happen to other artists and it is not right.

Take a deep breath in, and let it out.

An achievement of mine is to no more negativity. Hence the breathing. I have had so much negativity around me and I want it gone. A big part of it was let go a few years ago and I thought things would get better. Has a bit, not really. I want to live life and there are things holding me back. Myself being one of them. I want to say goodbye it is hard sometimes. The past is a safety net.

Everyday I see myself improving and I know I can get better because Practice Makes Progress. I look up to a lot of people and they inspire me to do and be better.

We are in the third month of the year and it is not too late to make new goals and try new things.

I am saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new.

xoxo The Phantom